TWO art exhibits in the same week?! It’s all because I agreed to be interviewed for a doctoral dissertation on the need for courage in creative work. Sigh. Now that I’ve gone on record exploring this idea, I guess I can’t let fear get in my way.
In 2011, I was approached by Sibel Golden, Ph.D, LMHC, a (then) doctoral candidate in psychology who was writing her thesis on the role that courage plays in creative work. I am one of three artists she interviewed for her thesis. She has been to my studio, seen my work, knows my walls are filled with art. How could I be the subject of a doctoral thesis on courage in creativity, but allow fear to keep me from hanging my work in her office?
Then another opportunity fell in my lap to hang some work in the West Seattle Artwalk. I looked around my studio, wondered if it was enough for two shows, and thought “Oh well, I’ll just hang up some of the artwork that’s hanging around my house.” No biggie. Since we’re talking about courage, what excuses do I really have?
In my recent work, I’ve been challenging myself to push beyond the place where I usually stop, inspired by Julie Fei-Fan Balzer, a mixed media artist in New York City. I’d been following her “Take it to the Second Floor” challenge, an invitation I felt personally compelled to respond to in my current defiance of fear and the safety of my comfort zone. For the past few weeks, I’ve taken down most of the work from the walls of my home, and pulled works out of storage I haven’t looked at in years. I’m looking at it with fresh eyes, and working over the top of varnish in many cases, transforming pieces that had been “finished” years ago.
Ms. Fei-Fan Balzer’s prolific production and courage to share is an inspiration. She makes art and shares her work every day. While I’m nowhere near as frequent a blogger as she is, her energy and enthusiasm for the creative process often propel me to my art table and easel where I can play, create, and make a mess without fear. Now if only I can be as courageous and enthusiastic about putting my work out there as she is.
“Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to keep.” – Scott Adams
Art show details:
Blakely Wellness Center, 2901 NE Blakeley St. Ste 3B, Seattle, WA 98105 (December 16 – indefinitely)
Come artwalk with me on Thursday night!